A Bitter Sweet Experience-又苦又甜的經(jīng)歷,A Bitter Sweet Expe
A Bitter Sweet Experience-又苦又甜的經(jīng)歷 A Bitter Sweet Experience
The results of the college entrance examinatiun came. I tore open the envelope. As soon as I saw the score, tears streamed down my face. I fell into my bed and did not get up the whole day. All was over. What is the meaning to live on earth? For the first time I thought of death, of being a vagrant and of being single all my life. I was only seventeen. Wasn't it cruel to me? My father was hurt and he could not stand it, that his son was a disgrace. He was angry beyond words. My mother kept silent, and often I saw her in tears. Horror filled the house.
Encouraged by my parems I took the exam again. Again I failed. It seemed that my fate would go against my will. Hearing the news, my mother lost ten pounds in just a few days. I remember even now the sad looks in her eyes. My father locked all my books irrelevant to the exam. I was broken down. I was left with no choice but to fight my way out.
I can never forget the day when I left for my study area. On September 2nd, 1986 I bid farewell to my mother and stepped on my way. My father sent me by ear. I sank down in the back seat, weak and discouraged, like a prisoner going on exile.
In the following year, I exerted myself in study trying hard to keep myself in control. I worked and worked. At last, success showed me her late coming smiling face. I entered Anhui University. Friends and relatives poured in for congratulations. I received lots of gifts, among them there were pens.
Maybe those who have experienced bitter failure know deeply the sweet taste of success.
又苦又甜的經(jīng)歷
高考分數(shù)下來了,我拆開信封一看,頓時淚流滿面,一頭撲到床上,整整一天都沒起床。一切都完了,人活在世上還有什么意思?
這時,我第1次想到死,想到了去當流浪漢,也想到了終生獨身。可那年我才17歲,這一切想法對我不是太殘酷了嗎?我的父親深感受了傷害,他不能容忍自己的兒子為他丟人現(xiàn)眼,怒不可遏。我母親則默不出聲,經(jīng)常以淚洗面。家中一片恐怖。
在父母的鼓勵下,我再次參加高考,可又再次失敗。命運似乎在和我作對。母親一聽到這個消息,幾天之內(nèi),一下瘦了10磅。至今我依然忘不了她那憂郁的眼神。我父親將我所有與考試無關(guān)的書都鎖了起來。我別無選擇,只能背水一戰(zhàn)。
我永遠不能忘記前往學習區(qū)的那天。1986年9月2日,我告別母親上路了。父親用小汽車進我。我癱在汽車后座了,全身無力。垂頭喪氣,仿佛像一個囚犯被押往流放地。
在隨后的一年里,我發(fā)憤苦讀,極力克制自己。成功終于向我露出了那姍姍來遲的笑臉。我考上了安徽大學。親戚朋友都前來祝賀。我收到很多禮物,其中,僅筆就以數(shù)計。
也許,只有那些經(jīng)歷過失敗痛苦的人才深知成功的甘甜。
A Bitter Sweet Experience-又苦又甜的經(jīng)歷